Waiting is the hardest part

The California birth mother is due today, and we still have not heard either way if we have been chosen or not. I am thinking either she wanted more profiles (so we're out of the running) or that she is leaning towards parenting. Either way, we have pretty much given up on this situation. I contacted T, my facilitator, and asked her if we could go ahead and edit our profile (she wants to help make it better and unique) and start submitting us to the other possibilities. I don't know if we can be submitted to all three or if we have to wait and do them sequentially.

Waiting sucks, but at least we know there is a baby at the end of the waiting. I feel like my whole life has been one big long wait to be a mother.

As David mentioned, my sister-in-law is being induced today. I'm not sure why they are inducing someone a week or two ahead of their due date, but that's the plan. So our new nephew will probably be born today some time. Am I jealous, you ask? Why of course. And it doesn't help that I would have been giving birth in about 4 weeks myself, if things hadn't turned out the way they did.

UPDATE: the CA situation has finally closed out, and we were not chosen (otherwise I'd have started a new post!). We thought we weren't going to be picked, since it was taking so long, but I'm just glad to know it's closed and we can forget about it.